Pro-status Procrastinator

How time flies

Have a look

Empty

Yeah, one of these days it'll all be better.

Music

So my posts are pretty crap at the moment. But I realised that music is not the same for me anymore. It doesn't make me feel the way it use to. Just feels dead and makes me want to disassociate with everything. It's a little bit frustrating.

So much of creativity doesn't appeal to me anymore. I just don't see any inherent value in it. There's not really anyone around who I feel comfortable to talk to at the moment so this can sit in the internet like my previous posts.

Sigh. I'm pretty certain I am okay though.

What am I doing with my life?

What am I doing with my life?

Feeling like a failure today with no one to talk to despite people being all around.

Sleeping baby on the couch

Procrastinating with the procrastinating blog

I am evolving and reaching new levels. I even procrastinate when it comes to using a tool I have personally set up to use for procrastination. Betcha can't keep up with me.

Last post says August, just a few days before my birthday. Been a long time since then with so much new that I just can't be bothered updating. The biggest update is that we've had Murdoch. Here are some photos:

Brand new Murdoch at the hospital

Couldn't stop starring at my new pet alien

Brand new Murdoch and I sleeping at Landscape

And now he's big and 4 months old!

Murdoch doing his dance

Murdoch trying to be a cutie

We're always sleeping...

His final road to the big world was a story and half. Mama has kindly written it down in her own blog dedicated to Murdoch so I won't go into the details of his dramatic entrance into this world. I must however, make a note to be thankful to Dorma and Heather for all the support through this journey. We've been so lucky to have such supportive family and friends network. Kyla was so brave and worked so hard to bring our child into this world. She's is a beautiful mother.

Murdoch is awesome. I'm fortunate enough to have the current opportunity to stay home with him until I find suitable work. All we do is eat and play all day. He's learning so much each day, and I'm certain he's going to crawl within the next couple weeks. I never understood the love a parent can possibly have for a child until I crossed the threshold for myself. Holding him for the first time was nothing like I had imagined in terms of an immediate bond. I also never realised that I could love my child more and more each day. I am pretty much at a point where I have to distance myself from him because our intensity boils down to an urge to bite the bakery rolls on his chubby arms and legs.

Murdoch's personality is unfolding and I think we're gonna get along just fine. Just can't wait to take him out fishing.

That's enough for now. If you're lucky, I'll update before April hah.

Pieter T - Tomorrow

Had to put this up